Living and Learning

It’s been awhile

Hey everyone. I haven’t been on Tumblr in awhile and I want to say hello. I am doing great and my relationship is fantastic and I love my life! THAT IS ALL

The “wow” moment

That moment when you meet someone and they give you butterflies, because for once you have accepted yourself and you are able to just be happy! :) 

Yup happened today!

To My Future Wife:

tomyfuturespouse:

Let’s just sit in the living room and read. No noise, no distractions…just you, me, our book, a few blankets, and a darling fire. What more could we ask for?

To My Future Wife:

tomyfuturespouse:

I’ll know it’s you when you aren’t afraid to show me off to your family and friends—even with all my mistakes and past scars.

To My Future Husband:

tomyfuturespouse:

I love the way you look at me. Your eyes say more than words could ever express. I feel so blessed that I get the opportunity to be looked at this way for the rest of my life.

Growing with God.

Lately I have noticed that my desire to be, speak, and think about God has been extraordinarily  large. I discover myself waking up in the middle of the night and just praying. I have had my fair share of pain and agony but I want to see myself the way God sees me. I don’t want to doubt God’s love for me, and I don’t want to doubt my love for Him. I want to give my life to Him whole heartedly, not just for now….but FOREVER.

How is it that this task seems so hard to bare? How it that I am unable to do this….Am i holding back? Am I not giving it my all? For once I want to know what God has instore for my life, not me. 

Will you all help me? Remind me of my bad habits. Help me conquer my fears of Love. Help me see God.

The simple kind..

Can we go back to the simple kind of love days?

When a peck on the cheek raced your heart. When the words “I love you” had meaning. When holding hands meant more than a good night kiss. When love was a feeling not an act. When the word NO was common and respected. 

I want that kind of love back. The kind my grandparents had. The simple kind of love…. TRUE LOVE